IN NEED OF TRANQUILITY

Bismillah. Assalamualaikum.

For almost 4 weeks of irregular sleep, inconsistent meal times, being unfit (not exercise) now I can sit back and do whatever I wanna do without even feeling guilty. I'm enjoying myself watching Bollywood movies and reading few novels that I'd bought few years ago but haven't read them yet.

My blood was saturated with caffeine during the exam weeks. I took caffeine for almost every day until it didn't give any effect to my body at all. But the coffee from 'kedai mamak' nearby was absolutely 'KAW'! I can stay up nearly to 3 o'clock in the morning.

However, I still have a slight worry and it keep haunting me. Like. Every. Single. Day. I don't think so I did well in my JC3 summative (final). All papers were tough especially Evidence Based Medicine/Public Health Epidemiology. The toughest one! though it only multiple choice questions. I don't really like Math and some of the questions were testing my Math skills. Terbaiklah! No calculator were allowed. It's between me and my brain alone. We were told that there would be no calculation questions will be asked but then when I saw the question PAPPP!
I saw numbers...Calculation question! Blinked so many times. Omg...

Palpitation!

Rapid breathing!

I calmed myself down and did the calculations.

...Omg!

No answer!

Palpitation again!

Looked at my watch and the clock at the wall.
More questions to go.
Circled the question then moved on to another question.

That was how I answered my exam. I almost had tachycardia whenever I saw tough questions.
The thought about the result scares me out of my wits. Right now all I can do is tawakkal and pray for the best. For those who are going to sit for their final exam, you really need to study now okay. HAHA. If you are in stress try to reduce it by doing something else other than the thing that making you stress. Like reciting Quran or taking a walk etc. Because stress can lower your immune system so don't forget to take care of your body as well. I wish you all the best and may Allah ease your way. Inshaa Allah.

Okay moving on from that!

Well, like most of the students will do, my friends and I gave ourselves a post-exam reward right after we finished our exam on Friday 16th. We just had a dinner and did some window shopping at IOI Putrajaya. hehe.



Okay that's all. Let's pray that we all can pass this semester with good result. Amin.

p/s: Enjoying hot tea in a fine cool evening is a bliss💕

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