1:51 AM THOUGHT

Bismillah. Assalamualaikum.

Bila sampai satu masa kau rasa macam dah penat mengharap dah penat menunggu and kau end up give up dengan the feeling yang kau ada sekarang. I know the waiting is not worth it because it is still vague and might end up with something tragic or sad. I'm not sure whether I can bear the ending or not. Dan sampai satu tahap kau minta pada Tuhan untuk hilangkan perasaan yang dah sekian lama ada. Macam tu sekali. People said time will heal but I'm not really sure about that. cehh sound serious gila. haha. Kau rasa nak move on tapi hati kau still lagi terpaut pada tempat yang sama. Kau rasa nak end up all this trashes but your mind cant even get away from it. You know you stupid when you put your trust though you know it will never be paid back. You know you are an idiot when you give hope though you know you might never get back the same. Season change so do people so I think maybe we both have changed. This time aku letakkan harapan pada yang sepatutnya diletakkan segala pengharapan. Wahai pemilik hati, jadikan hati ini hati yang selalu dekat denganMu. You know what is best for me. I trust You and timing will decide. Mungkin masih disini dengan perasaan yang sama untuk orang yang sama:)

Goodnight everyone;)

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